Over the last wee while I've not done too badly. I've stuck to the tea and coffee, the juice and the tins of coke. When there is stuff like that in the house for me then there's less excuse for the demon drink to raise its ugly head.
It hurts though. The fact that this problem, that I control quite well, will last for ever, regardless of how well I do in staying away from alcohol, I will die an alcoholic. That is the painful bit.
The pain is not justifiable, well, not to me anyway. Why should I make so much effort and succeed in what I am trying for and still it goes on.
When it comes to the last of my days, I will still be an alki, a bevvy artist - but that's life I guess.
But I will have a bit more cash in my pocket and perhaps less of a beer belly.
There is always hope :))
It hurts though. The fact that this problem, that I control quite well, will last for ever, regardless of how well I do in staying away from alcohol, I will die an alcoholic. That is the painful bit.
The pain is not justifiable, well, not to me anyway. Why should I make so much effort and succeed in what I am trying for and still it goes on.
When it comes to the last of my days, I will still be an alki, a bevvy artist - but that's life I guess.
But I will have a bit more cash in my pocket and perhaps less of a beer belly.
There is always hope :))
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