Today I have spent a couple of minutes putting the counter in at the top there. It keeps the truth in my mind. It means that, despite what I may choose to believe, despite what I may try to believe, the truth is up there for all to read. At present I have had no alcohol for nearly twenty-seven days.
If I'm right then that time will slowly stretch out, it will get longer and longer since I last fell by the wayside - guttered.
The longer that time becomes then the more comfortable life will become. Having said that, I must remember how long I was off the drink for before - thirteen months. Thirteen months and I fell on my own face.
Lesson learnt. The longer it gets, the easier it gets.
But I'm still an alcoholic.
Always will be.
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