No alcohol consumed yesterday, thankfully and no intentions of any today, or for the rest of my life for that matter.
Whether I'll manage that is a different story. I have stayed off the dirty drink for thirteen months before and the question is "Why after that length of time did I fall off the wagon" but I have no answer - well, no sensible answer anyway. I honestly do not know why, after that length of time, I should fall by the wayside.
Of course, there is only one answer. I'm an alcoholic and I always will be. There is little that can be done, as far as I know, to alter that situation. All that can be done is to ensure that the problem is kept under control.
It's not that difficult when the problem is kept in mind, when I stop it drifting away.
When it drifts then I drift - into the pub, the off-licence, wherever.
I will do my utter best not to drift, not to slip up - ever again.
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